I miss my mom.
I miss my mom.
light and free as a bird.
like the past is heavy
loved and appreciated
ready to have another baby
angry and helpless about gun violence.
hopeful, anxious, sad, and a bit fearful of what the future holds.
3rd wave pandemic burnout. I'm exhausted with being exhausted.
happy, without ignoring the sad.
like the choices I make are more than 'the least of all bad options'.
like tomorrow might be better, if only I can get through today. Problem is - I don't know how.
like I'm not alone.
entirely ambivalent; nothing is in control.
an inability to stay optimistic.
tired. I am tired
exhausted and almost numb
devastated. 2020 is all about loss.
like a personal and public disaster doesn’t strike every day.
rested, sharp and not desperate.
like I’ve lost my mind
excited, or at least content
free to skate
aimless, rote, unhappy.
like there isn’t a disaster or event every other day (public & personal) that is so heavy to carry..
happy and unencumbered. finally enjoying this reprieve from regular life.
happy and secure
skating down the ice
the ice again
Global Pestilence, Financial Meltdown, Weather Disasters, Nations Prepping For War, Famine and more.
bigger than anxiety
overwhelmed - by the lies, the twisted narratives, the lack of respect for science.
present in this moment without fear.
more motivated and a little anxious
that the best is yet to come, for real
back to normal.
fine. I'm grateful for my family near me.
a true lack of leadership
hatred toward the orange man
sad and scared
anxious, even after 8 weeks of this WFH stuff.
afraid for people being forced back to work.
lighter. literally. quarantine baking has gotten out of control.
like I'm not alone
like a gilded butterfly yearning to be free of the shackles of gravity
like we needed a crisis so healing could happen
happy and enlightened
guilty for wanting a raise despite the economic crisis.
frustrated and overwhelmed
I want to feel free to live my life without social distancing, without mass vaccinations and without
uncertain, but hopeful.
cold, connected, jo-jo-ing through highs & lows, somewhat zen, somewhat sad & lonely.
WHO can help
sunshine & humans
taken care of.
calm, but lonely at times.
good about myself
the beginnings of motivation. finally.
an overwhelming despair
like I matter as a human
like an expendable resource
as if national leadership knows what they're doing
uncertain because we have no qualified nor intelligent leaders
appreciative of more time with family, but tired and overwhelmed.
like I never experienced this website.
disappointed in you
accomplished. Proud of myself and what I am doing or have done.
like an heirloom tomato sandwich.
like egg salad with chunks of celery.
rested, energized and ready to conquer new challenges.
optimistic and that the future will be better than I think it will
fearful, anxious, annoyed, lonely, missing my friends and family, claustrophobic.
buoyant about the future; the ambiguity makes it hard :(
like I can trust.
good - so, politics needs to wake up on both sides. Think about us, not reelections or party lines.
like I can listen to my thoughts without judging them.
secure, safe and productive.
secure and safe. Hopeful that we’ll have a new President next November.
everyone take this seriously, so I can someday not be fearful of leaving my home.
terrified about work, or the lack thereof
less stressed out.
scared and more than a little helpless, defeated, and anxious
exhilarated by my work again.
excited about what's next
worried about the future
both restless & exhausted
super anxious and frustrated.
trapped living the same mediocre day over and over again.
like I just need to keep taking deep breaths
confident and safe
anxious and worried
grateful for the wonderful man in my life.
energized and centred
a jumble of conflicting emotions...
inspired by the kindess others have shown me.
motivated to learn new things.
inspired yet unmotivated
overwhelmed by both the good and the bad.
empowered and hopeful
frustrated and exhausted by the absurdity and callousness of the Fed Gov
proud of my country; safe and healthy; secure in my future; love for humanity.
worried for my loved ones; mournful for the dead; proud of first responders; determined to prevail.
relief.. like I can breathe again.
constantly on edge, unsettled, and fearful for myself and loved ones.
anxious, antsy, exhausted, furious, fortunate, happy, & sad.
calm, relaxed, & rested
gratitude and peace!
angry! No way this was caused by a bat definitely more to this. Wake up people!
confident that we'll emerge stronger TOGETHER.
pissed off and lucky all at once. I feel confused and vulnerable.
relived and abundant
like I'll never get a refill of my Plaquenil—ever again!
a sense of purpose.
at loose ends and unproductive.
happy that I have my girlfriend with me during this craziness.
grateful for all that I have, nostalgia for all that's lost.
almost normal until I remember.
like I should have rationed my weed supply but now I’m out.
nostalgic for when I wasn't afraid to be close to other people.
guilt for not helping more but being too anxious to help
light as air
beyond fucking frustrated plus ensuing residual guilt plus exhaustion plus fat
like the pressure is never going to let up.
overwhelmed but hopeful.
broken and out of energy
fear, anger, uncertainty. Will my business survive this pandemic? Will I be broke?
calm cause life is a box of chocolates
afraid that the whole world is going to be different after this and idk if I'm ready.
like this is never going to fucking end.
angry that a bunch of idiot, asshole, men have all the power
like a brand new person.
grateful for my personal situation and like I want to be helpful to others.
sad and drained
Alert yet energized
Mentally drained and lazy
mean, but slightly better than before my run.
anxious and worried for others
dry and empty
excited about moss.
so sad for my children’s future.
someone’s arms around me.
like everything I’ve ever hoped for is crumbling around me
happiness. Respect. Love.
(somewhat) emotionally hurt
grateful for the people in my life who have reached out and are keeping me going.
fearful for my future.
connected. seen. safe. sunshine on my face.
sad and lonely
anxiety & heartburn
lonely and worried
healthy & peaceful
like my whole fucking world is about to end from this shitty ass fuckin' virus
overwhelmed and overwrought.
proud of how I am managing.
calm and relaxed
peaceful and calm
depressed and hopeless.
overwhelmed and pissed off. I work in healthcare, stay home! I can't!
safe and secure and happy in my home.
trapped. afraid. unsure.
calm and optimistic about my situation, but worried for family and friends farther away.
like everything will be okay.
oddly calm and confident we will get through this.
like connection is really fucking underrated.
like I did in 2008, anxious and waiting for the other shoe to drop, but also physically stuck.
incredibly grateful to be working and paid, but anxious for my friends who are not so fortunate.
scared, distracted, anxious, and grateful all at once.
anxious and tired.
I DO feel grateful for my friends and fam for checking in and keeping in touch
stressed the fuck out
& want everyone to feel appreciated & proud for doing the right thing. Hang in there!!
appreciative for being in-place with my daughter.
a wee bit anxious.
scared and unsure of what the future holds for everyone I care about
nothing. I do tasks and create routines to fill the space once so full of joy.
grateful for the community that exists even in isolation
conflicted. Trying to balance being depressed about the world and strong and calm for my daughter
bllessed, hopeful, helpful, positive
scared, but hopeful, that God will guide our scientists to find a control for this virus.
terrified as an essential employee.
anxious and needing life to get back to normal. I'm feeling tired of worrying
a sense of control about my life again
anxious and unmotivated
California sunshine walking through hilly LA streets.
anxious and terrified
secure and supported
scared and unsure.
like I am nurturing hope in my students.
anxious and worried
connected, safe, and capable.
anxious and burdened by the heaviness of the situation
anxious (and angry that any of us have to deal with this)
happy, healthy and safe!
nervous and anxious but happy to be essential personnel. Knowledge is power!
overwhelmed by the state of the world.