desperate.
desperate.
oddly calm and confident we will get through this.
like connection is really fucking underrated.
like I did in 2008, anxious and waiting for the other shoe to drop, but also physically stuck.
incredibly grateful to be working and paid, but anxious for my friends who are not so fortunate.
scared, distracted, anxious, and grateful all at once.
anxious and tired.
appreciative for being in-place with my daughter.
a wee bit anxious.